When I started with this exploring section I realized that I would enter territories that were less familiar. Now that I have been working on articles dealing with the Living ancestors and the Non-magnetic records and I am investing some energy in an Albyreon theme I have come to understand that this mode of working is quite different from the way the articles on the SSoA are presented.
Although Mila and Oa and their organization are without any doubt exploring new territories nearly every day, they don't write about all the things that they don't know. Perhaps they do so within their Self Study Group and the Group Mastery, but the articles on the site provide more clarity and not less. The new articles give a summary of all the things that were discovered during their ascension ride.
In contrast to that method I seem to provide less clarity, at least so it seems at this moment. I tend to raise a number of questions and I delve into certain aspects, but that doesn't seem to lead to new insights. I'm not bothered by that at all, since I believe that by writing pages that raise questions I activate certain issues which might lead to more clarity in the future. Even if only one out of ten questions lead to more clarity in the end I am satisfied. Even if some answers may only pop up months or even years later. I have learned to become patient during the ascension process.
It was just funny to notice that during the time when I simply compiled excerpts from the SSoA-site on certain topics (see SSoA-research) I always felt satisfied after writing such an article, because it helped me to understand more of the ascension process. Now this satisfaction is different after writing 'exploring-articles'. Although I gather up material connected to certain issues I am left with quite a lot of open-ended questions. Well, I guess this is what exploring is all about. I need to pay attention to the possibility that I might lose too much energy in all these pages which might even hamper my own process instead of helping it along.
Before I conclude with this page I would like to spend some thoughts on the question who might provide answers that I would consider valid. The page on 'verification' speaks about ways to verify the material presented on the SSoA-website. At this stage in my process I would consider any clarifications from Mila's sources quite valid. Since the SSoA is the basis from which I started, possible answers to the questions posed from that source will be taken very seriously.
I will also take into serious consideration possible clarification from an improving contact with my own source (see Turtle 13 for more on this). If some people who are presently associated with the SSoA or who were associated with the SSoA have interesting things to add I will consider that as information that is possibly valid. Perhaps there are some holographically minded people who can add their perspective on certain matters as well. There probably are many other ways to find possible answers to the questions put forward within this 'exploring ascension'-section.
Gibbon, June 2005.