By Monique Spangenberg, May 1, 2005
One question concerning holographic energy flow I have been pondering for months now.
The splitting of light and dark is a common pattern in this creation. In polarity, a parasite cannot sustain itself and survives by taking without giving. We as humans on Earth have been parasitic and participated in dissonant energy flow where we would prey upon each other and try to survive at the expense of others, while we would also be preyed upon ourselves.
The intent to ascend and go home implies a return to wholeness and harmlessness. This means that the parasite within and without must be transmuted.
Do we really understand the origin of the parasite, and have we cleared karma for the original cause of how parasitic nature ever came into existence in any creation? Or is this what we are here to do, to pick up what was left behind, to understand what was not understood - find out what parasitic nature really is?
The history of the SSOA this far seems to favor the latter possibility.
Holographic energy flow rejects all that does not resonate. Another way to phrase the question is, how does holographic consciousness know that it is transmuting its own parasitic nature and not projecting internal veils that create the illusion of harmlessness? How do we know that what seems to be loving and unity based within holographic flow, is not rejecting the parasite within and displacing it, while pretending to have transmuted it - in other words, splitting light and dark again?
Disengaging yourself from electrical pyramidal energy flow seems to equate to the transmutation of the parasite within, to the extent that we can at this level of our evolution. That leaves the parasite without which may have no intent to transmute itself at all.
I have been working very hard to disengage myself from pyramidal energy flow and I am still engaged in a continuous struggle to get rid of the non-dream or the dreams for death and accidents that seem "zipped" into my field. I could see matrixes long before I had the faintest idea what they were and later felt frustrated in my attempts to dissolve the many Plieadian matrixes that surround and pervade my home. And yet I feel a joy and sense of freedom and love flowing through me that I have never experienced before in this lifetime.
But while I am working very hard, like everyone else who intends to ascend, to worm my way out of a non-dream, and to gradually disengage my energy flow from the myriads of pyramids, how do I know that I did not leave parts of myself behind?
The parasite that consumes at the expense of others, could
1. self destruct, or be destroyed, which would solve the problem of its existence. Poof!
2. continue until the whole is destroyed
3. be transmuted by itself or by others so that the whole can be repaired.
This question does not only concern SSOA. It challenges all creations that seem lawful and apparently move within holographic energy flow. Can they really be as whole and as lawful and as light as they believe themselves to be, or is their "wholeness" only accomplished by rejecting what does not fit in?
I have pondered again and again the question of those in distortion that refuse to take responsibility, whether it be from youthful arrogance, forgetfulness, or a seeming wickedness or laziness. If a part of the whole does not seem to get it at all, and ascension cannot be forced upon others and we all have to carry our own weight - then who is responsible for not leaving anything behind this time? How can we take responsibility for this as a species?
This is not to criticize anyone, and I certainly appreciate the usefulness of the SSOA command to uncast, but it seems like hoping the first option mentioned above will apply. This part of us does not get it, so poof, out it goes, and all will be well. Uncasting does not imply transmutation.
As a human on Earth I have been a good thief from an ancient family of thieves. The return to holographic law seems hard enough to accomplish as it is, and yet I have to question if we did not come in with whatever it was that caused us to fall down from the very beginning. Humans are born with maggot eggs in this physical dimension, and the question remains: what is the higher dimensional equivalent of the parasite within?