A while ago I was at a birthday party of a friend of mine. I had taken my 1,5 year old daughter along and everything went fine, except for a few seemingly minor things that happened. During the couple of hours we stayed there I noticed that I started to have word finding problems, I started to feel a bit uncomfortable and I was quite strong in a certain response to one of the visitors.
When we returned home I also noticed a number of thoughts that were rather unfamiliar to me. My breath and my belly weren't as outspoken as I know them these days, at least when I feel good. I couldn't find the time to check what had happened, so I decided to leave things as they were. If I would try to correct things like chakra-imbalances and subtle body problems, I thought I wouldn't have the possibility to determine the causes.
Since I started to get truly agitated and still didn't have the time to see what had happened, I decided to restore my chakra's by intending the immediate return of all grid work that was stolen, all information and all chi. My breath soon returned and I started to feel better. Then I returned all parts of my subtle bodies from whomever had taken it. I also flushed down all personality entities that I might have received during that birthday party. This was enough to help me make it through the evening in a more comfortable fashion.
When I was finally able to delve into what happened I noticed that it was still easy to ask what had happened before I restored most of my system. It turned out that one single man had been capable of taking 70% of my intuitive body, 70% of my creative body and 60% of my mental body. On top of that he would have taken 60% of both my first and second chakra; 30% of my third chakra, 40% of my heart chakra and 50% of my throat chakra. As I have noticed before with people who have a 7-chakra-system themselves (see Transition from a 7 to a 12 chakra system) they cannot affect those chakra's that are not part of their system, as you have the diaphraghm-chakra and most of the new chakra's in the head. I don't yet understand how this man was able to take much of my breath away, but he didn't ruin my diaphraghm-chakra. Perhaps the partial destruction of all other 5 chakra's around this chakra influenced the functionality of the diaphraghm chakra.
As if all this weren't enough he would have taken 40% of my genetic grid work. He would have dumped 4 pieces of karma in my system and some disease affecting my blood circulating system. The karma would have been unrelated to my ancestry so I couldn't even process it. No wonder I was feeling bad after this birthday party! When I checked to see whose ancestors were responsible for most of these acts, I was guided towards the Anu-group of Hermes, son of Merduk and Persephone. Well, I'll learn to protect myself from him the next time I run into him. I guess I prefer to avoid this person in the future as much as I can.
After I was done with this analysis and the return of all things that were stolen and the return to him of the things he had sent me, including the disease he would have unconsciously infected me with. This sounds rather harsh, but he was the one who sent it to me in the first place. True Law: everything harmful that you send to others gets sent back to you. I intend True Law even though I don't wish him to develop any disease. This is problematic though, since he isn't aware of all this. I don't know if sending diseases back to the ones who sent them to you is the best option. If you've got any better ideas let me know.
Another fascinating thing of this 'Hermes'-approach of ripping apart three subtle bodies, is that you strip others of the ability to manifest their dreams, since you cannot establish enough 'soul-contact' when you don't have a developed intuitive body. You cannot decently describe your dream without a mental body and you cannot create this dream without a creative body. This multiple subtle-body disrupting approach is quite effective in killing other people's dreams. The one who uses this approach stays in control of others.
Well, anyway, you can imagine that I was quite relieved after all these discoveries and I felt powerful. It was already quite late, but I didn't want to go to bed yet. I've had enough of ascension for that moment and after I checked the latest news stories I didn't know what else to do before retiring. I felt strong and I decided I wanted to get hot!
So, I surfed to some site with erotic stories and I started to read a few of them and I wanted to monitor my chakras' activity. Well, my second chakra leaked a lot of energy and not much else happened. After a few stories I started to dislike the feeling of energy leakage and I changed my mind: enough of this. I guessed much of my chi would have been taken by the Kumara of Lust (see Seven Kumaras) and I intented to return the lost grid work, the lost information and as much of the chi that I invested in this short venture.
Somehow I still didn't feel well after these intents. What else was going on? Not much happened to my subtle bodies and I didn't really know where else to look. Perhaps I was just getting tired or sleepy and all I needed to do was shut down the computer and head for bed.
But then I remembered something: the name of the person who had written some of the stories I had read. I thought of that person and I intended to retrieve the chi, grid work and information from him or her, and then something amazing happened: it really felt as if I was reloaded with energy! I felt strong and powerful again, just like I did before!
Mila has written about this phenomenom: authors, writers of crews of movies continue to receive the chi of those people who watch the movie, read the book or a story. Now I was able to actually feel the reality of this effect, at least it has become a reality for me. From now on I am going to call this phenomenon 'the chi-right of authors'.
Gibbon, october 2005
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