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As I have written in Vivid Imagination? there is often a possibility to give either a very physical explanation to a certain phenomenon or you can give it a less physical or even etheric explanation. Right now I cannot be absolutely sure what explanation is more valid, so I will just give them both to you.
A few days ago I paid a visit to my parents and an old friend of the family. We stayed around a bit and had ourselves some french fries, some strawberries, whipped cream, yoghurt and we enjoyed a piece of apple pie.
When we returned home I started to feel rather bad in my belly and it wasn't long before I sat and kneeled over a toilet and puked strongly. This act was followed by three other acts before the 'Vomit Play' was over. I developed some additional diarrhea to round it all off. I didn't eat for nearly two days before I started to feel well again. What was this all about?
POSSIBLE PHYSICAL EXPLANATION
The first explanation is the physical, no-nonsense explanation: my belly just couldn't handle the mix of food that I digested and it simply had to be removed and since the way down was too slow, it had to go upwards with a strong squirt (or four of them). Just a case of food that didn't go down well. What more explanation would you need?
POSSIBLE ETHERIC EXPLANATION
Perhaps it is just out of self flattery, to think that there could be more to this plain act of vomitting. It is of course a lot nicer to think that you are that special that something else is going on at a level most people do not believe in or are simply unable to understand. But here I am: I have ascended so far that I am able to see through it all and see the etheric cause behind it. There is always, however, the logical possibility that indeed there was something more behind it.
There are a number of reasons why the purely physical explanation wasn't completely satisfying. In a 2005 turtle dealing with unconscious harm (Turtle 16) I write about the possibility that people are causing each other unconscious harm nearly all the time, without having any awareness of it. In Turtle 23 I give an example of how your subtle bodies/grid work can become heavily damaged when engaging with certain people.
As you may know my belly is like a compass to me, telling when there is something not exactly right going on in my system. And now I am not talking about my digestive tract, but I am talking about my respiratory system. When my deep breath that causes my belly (and probably my diaphragm) to expand, no longer functions well, this is like an alarm bell for me. You may wonder how likely it is to have a sound and well-functioning breath when you feel sick, but my breath was gone and that asks for an explanation.
Another element was that nobody else got sick at all, even though they all ate about the same mix of ingredients. How could an 'ascending initiate' become sick when all the people around hardly notice anything? Perhaps I am just fooling myself with this idea of being an ascending initiate? Somehow I just don't believe that: I feel too well for that (when not throwing up at least). What factor did I overlook?
Then I was struck with another memory. When I visited that old friend of the family who is over 85 years old now, in a hospital nearly a year ago, I started to feel nauseous when I was on the parking lot outside of the building. This was after the visit. I didn't feel nauseous when I was with him inside of the hospital, nor was there any reason to become nauseous: no gaping bloody wounds or anything like that. Neither do I have a history of become nauseous when visiting a hospital.
Back then I was still very much into the pendulum mode (see Turtle 30 why this has changed) and I asked my body level consciousness what had happened and I got the answer that I was given all kinds of disease karma from him. Although I really like the old man I don't want to take over his diseases: they are not mine to carry, so I returned it back to the sender, no matter how cruel this may seem. I fixed my chakra systems, my grid work and removed the attachments and I soon felt better: the feeling of nausea was over soon.
BEING AROUND SICK PEOPLE
You need to know that this old man has been on the verge of dying for years. But the last couple of months he has gone downhill rather fast. His lungs and heart are in a very bad condition and now he even needs a regular amount of oxygen in order to survive. How quaint is it to think that his etheric body, his body level consciousness and his light body know fully well what is going on. They may also know about ways to get back some of the functionality of the body, simply by stealing the etheric gridwork and information of others, or by dumping the dream of disease and possibly even the fear of death into the people around them.
Is it that strange to think that the body level consciousness of the old man who is so desperately in need of a minimal breath, notices the presence of someone with an abundant amount of breath and wants to take a part of it? Could he etherically have plugged into my respirority system in order to take my power of breath? Perhaps so.
Anyway, once I realized this option I returned everything back to him that belonged to him and I got everything back that belonged to me. This is very hard for me to do, but I don't think that it is possible to solve the issues of other people, or that it really helps to take over diseases or sour dreams from others either. It guess it is up to everybody themselves to deal with these issues.
I would like to get some responses from people who have experience in these kind of possibilities: did you ever feel as if you 'took over' something from someone who was very sick, or that you 'lost something' to a person in such a condition? How did you notice it and what did you do about it? The SSOA speaks of these possibilities as well. They even state that there is a big interchange of dreams of disease and death inside of the walls of the hospital. What do you think? Push the mailbox below to tell me about it.
Gibbon, July 2006