Ascending human diary, May 2, 2007
Parasitic consciousness is like a virus. You cannot simply wipe the parasitic mind out of your system without also wiping all of yourself out. You can learn to distinguish the phantom mind from your own, but you cannot make the virus disappear; not yet. Our challenge is not to endlessly occupy ourselves with merging the light and dark parts we generate, for useful as it may seem, we will then continue to give away our power to the foreign installation. Our real challenge is to understand our own energy constellation, the origin of what we call evil, the way we abuse energy and hold together conflicting ways of energy management in relation to our physical bodies. Know yourself.
Our DNA and bodies were tampered with. We attract energy from our sources, while also holding black holes in our fields through which our life force and information can be harvested by parasites. This confused our spirits. We allow ourselves to be abused as organic transducers in service to inorganic pirates. Our energy fields hold consciousness that wishes to work on organic evolution and make a joyful contribution to the whole, while at the same time and generally unknown to our real minds, we also hold the consciousness of the pirate in our fields. The pirate is not interested in evolution but in ways of securing outside energy resources for individual use and storage. Our true self holds keys for evolution, our pirate mind abuses those same keys to invade energy fields and frequency bands that are inaccessible to inorganic parasitic consciousness.
As long as we try to include the parasitic consciousness as part of our true being, nature and identity, we will not repair the split within and continue to lose all our power and responsibility. We will generate energy fields that are easily invaded. Shields of protection around our bodies or expanded fields are no good if the split generated by our DNA, is held in place from within, and fed by two different minds. This split must be understood and repaired. We as humans need to understand that we are NOT our DNA. We are spiritual beings that have the power to reprogram and repair the DNA of our own bodies and fields in co-creation with the multi-dimensional levels of our being. The game of invasion and frustration continues until you understand that. Once you understand that, the game changes!
Consider another quote on the pirates who wormed their way into this creation and manipulated human consciousness:
"They sought to overpower humanity in its psychological and perceptual functions, although they saw that human thinking was superior to theirs. For indeed their delight is bitter and their beauty is depraved. And their triumph is in deception, leading astray, for their own structure is without divinity." (from: Apocryphon of John II, a Nag Hammadi text)
'Without divinity' should be read as 'completely cut off from their source'.
Deception, leading astray...indeed! Look at our models, our commercials, the bags of bones advertising perfume and cosmetics... their beauty is depraved, and when interviewed they will tell you that true beauty comes from within and they intend world peace. Fake robotic spirituality and phantom beauty is included in the deception, as it was in other times, in the spiritual schools of our ancestors.
If I can recognize this phantom mind at work from now on, I can reclaim the energy otherwise spent on fake agendas, reclaim my own consciousness and empower my own mind more and more. By disowning it as part of who I am, the phantom mind will not disappear; at least, not yet. It will also not give up its power stolen from me simply because I want it back. It will still run through my system and be heard. I may still hear the phantom problems, fractured thoughts, attempts at inflation or deflation, love of drama and anything that used to be successful in distracting me from my own agenda. But I have begun to hear my own soul song too. I can attune to it and from now on recognize all distractions from it.
This is a dreamtime experience I had last month (Diary, April 2007):
I dreamt that I was in another dimension in conversation with a sphere of light that looked bright and glowing. It informed me of a group of beings that had come to earth, whose light shone in wonderful colours, never seen on this earth before.
At that moment I remembered, as the identity I was on that plane, that this could be a reference to the Annunaki or Nephilim and that I had come to understand that perhaps they were not all that bright and beautiful. So I communicated to this sphere: did you know that maybe they were very poisonous and harmful to earth? And to the humans on it?
The moment I began to broadcast the frequencies of those thoughtforms, the sphere changed. It lost its bright colours and became grey, dull and ominous looking. This was when I woke up in my bed and saw that very sphere in its dark appearance hovering right over my head, beaming into my third eye. It seemed to hesitate for a split second, then quickly moved away, to my upper left hand corner. Its game was over, it had been found out.
I pondered this occurrence for a while. That sphere of consciousness was programmed to beam some happy nonsense into me, such as the idea that beautiful bright colours denote spiritual beauty and integrity. When that did not work it could not keep up appearances. Interesting...
Monique