More Struggle in the Beginning?

Reflecting on possible limits of reality-creation
(Andrew/Gibbon)

More Struggle in the Beginning?

    June 2007

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In June 2007 I received an email from Andrew (see also What is good and what is not?) from Kenya. He mentioned a passage from the page Reconditioning and Ascension about the suggested link between your phase in the ascension process and the ability to change certain 'categories' of thoughtform habits. He also introduced the question as to what are the limits of our creational abilities to alter our reality.

In the reconditioning page I talk about the concept that certain thought forms are more deeply ingrained in our human genetics than others. Some have been reinforced for tens of thousands of years and others are relatively new. About a year ago I took over the term Meme for it (see Thought Form Rating Scale). I had to think hard to remember the word, so I guess I have developed a preference for terms like thought form habits.

Anyway, I reasoned that it would seem likely that it would cost more habit-breaking energy to alter thought habits that are very popular and ancient. I compared these thought forms to eight-lane highways. In the course of your ascension process you would develop the ability to run a higher level of energy, which would enable you to tackle bigger and broader thought habits. I even logically suggested that it would probably be wise not to invest too much energy in these ancient, well-fed thought habits when you're in the beginning of the ascension process. It could easily lead to a lot of frustration or a transport of these thought-forms to the unconscious where they are likely to expand, waiting to explode some time later.

In Andrew's letter a connection was made with the level of struggle. He wrote:

Could this be among ur wishes that @ early stages of ascension pple struggle more than at later stages?
DIFFERENT CATEGORIES OF THOUGHT HABITS
I have pondered about this and I don't think that people necessarily struggle more in the beginning of the ascension process than later on. I do tend to think that if you put your ascending teeth in some eight-lane highway when you have only just begun ascending your body, it could turn out to be quite a struggle, for some thought-forms might be too big to handle in the early phase. If you would realize this, then you could just accept it for a while and put your attention on other matters that are presented to you through the mirrors of your own life (and perhaps through the contents of your dreams).

What I am trying to convey is that the level of struggle depends on how you view the items that you meet. It is harder to break the thought-habit that says: "You need to have a partner to have a successful life" than "It is important to read newspapers". In the page on the Thought Form Rating Scale I introduce the idea of a continuum between very harmful thoughts on one side of the scale to very harmless thoughts on the other side. Perhaps it would be useful to also consider the level of popularity when paying attention to certain thought forms.

KARMA REPHRASE
Some people cling to the term karma, and if you are one of them you could translate this idea as follows: some karma is buried deeper and is harder to release than other kinds of karma that can relatively easily be transformed. If you would intend to release karma of the difficult, deeply ingrained kind, when you are in the early stages of the ascension process you are most likely to fail. You are then either likely to get frustrated, or you would fool yourself into having released it, when in fact you have only parked it in your unconscious, or perhaps at someone else's doorstep.

TESTING CREATIONAL LIMITS
Andrew continued and said:

What if I say that where I am is at the top of the ascension hill? Here u start to realise that there are some unwritten rules that pple are following and one might not be able to just create anything they wanted...also i remember Ken saying some rules are for other dimensions, and not this dimension etc, for now am thinking there is something controling all the growth and rules that can be put in the game that we are playing.
Yes, I suppose that this is true. The question however is, which rules are allowed in this game and which aren't? Which thought forms can be created and applied and which thought forms would lead to the breaking of rules? Andrew mentioned the idea of shapeshifting. If you would have enough energy and you would decide that shapeshifting is a part of your reality...would it be possible to actually shapeshift? Or is there something that is blocking certain thoughtforms that are not supposed to be thought within our realms? Could we perhaps use the spectrum of harmful-harmless thoughts to deal with this issue? Could it be harmful to shapeshift? Wouldn't it be a waste of energy/chi? Wouldn't you want to shapeshift to impress your neighbor?

At the present stage I would try to test new thought forms with its level of perceived harmlessness. When I try to transform thought forms I would prefer to transform thought forms that are limiting my growth in awareness, that I deem harmful to a certain extend. I would like to introduce less harmful new thought forms to feed my cells.

So far for now, please think along,

Gibbon/Andrew,
June 2007


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