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OPENING UP TO THE DREAMTIME PLANES
I used to be very precise when it came to quotes. You may remember the SSOA-quoting section which is filled with quotes and excerpts from Mila's material ordered by all kinds of topics. Well, to quote Bob Dylan, times they are a-changin' and I am not so eager to look for the exact place where I read a certain idea by Mila. In fact sometimes I don't really care too much if Mila exactly did say a certain thing, because for now it often is more important for me to deal with my own interpretation of the matters at hand.
One of the many things that I find rather impressive in Mila's experiences is that at a certain time in her life 'she opened up to the dreamtime or inner planes', and that meant quite a shift in her process. I have dreamed about opening up to these inner planes myself from the moment I read that. I resonated with her perspective on reading books, magazines, playing videogames and watching a lot of TV. Leaving most of it behind to focus on the inner realms. That sounded great to me.
LOOKING BACK AT MY PRE-SSOA-DAYS
Back in my pre-SSOA-days I had a site filled with all kinds of channeled material and I removed that during my ssoa-era because I started to accept as a reality the idea that these quotes were too electrically charged, draining my dreamtime body, my lightbody (see Obsolete). To show my new regained sense of freedom I will reopen some of the pages from that 'first phase', perhaps - for historical reasons - you would like to peek into the past by clicking on this TV-link. I have tried to remove all dead links that have arisen during the years, but if you go down deeper into the old material you are bound to touch upon dead links, but that is also fine now, for watching these old 'love-and-light'-pages is like listening to old records with an occasional crack. I wouldn't advise reading too much of the old stuff, but that is up for you to decide.
I had really thought that I had removed quite a number of pages from that old pre-ssoa-era, not only from the internet, but even from my own harddisk. Apparently I have overlooked a certain backup section which turns out to contain everything that was 'out there in the big digital world' once, before I started the deletion process. It is funny to notice that even though it may appear that some things are gone, there is still some archive somewhere that provides a means to look at the way things were. As if you cannot delete history. I guess the difference is that I have now learned not be 'afraid' of it anymore: that was then, but this is now.
To express a bit of the joy of releasing the fear of old 'electrical' material I feel free to share with you a song that I listen to a couple of times a day the last week. It's John Legend's song 'Save Room' and today I discovered his song 'Again' as well. I love it! Perhaps listen to the songs while you read along. I don't think there is much wrong to be found in listening to and enjoying music, even though I do agree with Mila that you should be careful not be fooled into certain lyrics that contain thought forms that may be quite fractured/distorted. But, if you talk about the restoration of the fractured magnetic mode of being/thinking into a magnetic mode, you should be able to look just about anything in the eye (or ear). For me it feels as if I am again allowed to enjoy music or a good movie, without fearing some karma-activation. I don't accept that reality anymore, let's face the thoughtforms that are part of the 'electrical' mode of being. I guess I'm starting to recognize more and more of these 'electrical' memes without accepting their reality as real for me.
LOOKING INTO THE FUTURE
In the previous turtle I made a comparison with the Matrix movies when I talked about the blue and the red pill. Just try to imagine that it would be possible to look at electrical thoughtforms the same way that Neo was able to see through the Matrix near the end of the first movie. Wouldn't that create marvellous ways to transform these fractured thought forms?
A moment ago I was checking out a few you-tube videos and I saw two girls (dressed) who were singing and dancing in a funny way. You tube provides the possibility to place comments and you can guess what most of the comments were like: "give them a dick", "let's stuff them" etc. But something happened to me: I didn't mind those words, I smiled and looked upon them as a reality that is bound to fade away from the commonly shared reality of our future.
Today a guy at work was trying to be funny: why are there no black pills? 'Blacks don't work', was the answer. I looked him in the face and didn't smile. I truly think that friendly ignoring manifestations of distorted thoughtforms is a powerful way to contribute to the transformation of these fractured reality elements. Not feeding them any longer might eventually dry them out. Social Psychology learns us the importance of social interaction in groups: if some behavior is not rewarded by other members of the group the behavior fades away. If 'electrical' behavior fades away, the thoughts that preceded it may fade away, leading perhaps to a vibratory change of the body and eventually it might change the ability of genes to tune into particular bands of thought.
Gibbon,
October 2006
