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SHAKING OFF OLD THOUGHT FORMS
After I had written the essay on 'Losing Hair and the Exploration of the Aging Thought Form' I continued with the experimental intentions that I described near the end of that article. Not only was I hardly troubled with thoughts like 'You are fooling yourself: everybody ages and degenerates when they grow older, it's a fact of life', but I even started to believe that it made sense in a way. It made sense to entertain the possibility that indeed our cells degenerate because we have learnt to degenerate them because we believe that it is the way things work: growing older implies degeneration.
If our thought forms really have a basic influence on the way our body functions even into the cellular and down to the genetic layer, it would make sense that to question the necessitity of degeneration would be a big start for the degeneration of that particular thought form or meme.
As I have already said in the abovementioned article this transmutation of the aging-degeneration meme is likely to be more successful when it is not confronted with conflicting fear-based memes that advocate thoughts like: "I have to fight my aging process through 'plastic' surgery", which in fact strengthens the idea that you are degenerating, but you are fighting it (with rather physical means).
The desire to look pretty and handsome together with the desire to remain young forever seem to be quite counter-productive for the transmutation of the degeneration-aging thought form.
To see aging as a sign of degeneration and therefore as a sign of a failing biology could possibly turn into a more useful approach if you allow yourself to open your mind up for the thoughts that are behind this aging-and-degeneration reality-aspect.
A SHIFT
Yesterday I was quite able to really smile at the possiblity of no longer condoning the aging-degeneration thought form in my system. I went out for a walk as I introduced these new and rather 'revolutionary' intentions and memes into my system. It seemed as if my mind turned hot and rather confused, but I persevered, focusing on thoughts like: "I no longer accept the reality of degeneration of my physical structure because I age", "I want to find out what thoughts are behind the thinning of my hair."
While I write this page I still need to 'combat' thoughts like: "You are fooling yourself", "Why don't you just accept that you are degenerating because you are growing older", "Wake up to the awful truth: everybody has aged and has degenerated as a result: you really are no exception."
DEREALIZATION EFFECTS
Today at worked I had a few moments when it seemed that I couldn't real 'feel' what someone else was saying. I was having a conversation with someone and it seemed as if we were not in touch, as if he was in a different reality altogether. Fortunately I only had this experience once, but throughout the day I felt some level of unease, as if the world was no longer the same. Normally I don't have any of these derealization experiences.
This really was not a comfortable condition at all. In fact it felt as if I was slowly turning insane. What on Earth was happening to me? Was all this ascension stuff finally driving me crazy, just like my wife has suggested numerous times? Was I really losing control and destined to become institutionalized with a schizophrenia diagnosis with life-long antipsychotic medication, suffering silently from my delusional world?
But then my mental body stepped in and said: "Why don't you just take a closer look at what is happening to you now" and I regained my sense of observation and I just accepted the sense of feeling somewhat confused and lost. When I asked myself what could be behind this state of mind I soon received thoughts that explained it as a possible 'detoxification' sign: what do you expect: to just say goodbye to a thought form that constitutes one of the basic principles of humanity and move on as if nothing special happened?
For now I hypothesie that this sense of derealization is a normal effect when you are shifting your reality perspective in a rather rigorous way. Perhaps it would have been better if my intentions were a bit less extreme, but apparently my shift from the aging-degeneration thought form to 'I have a regenerative biology and there's no need to degenerate, I only degenerate because I think that is the necessary result of aging' went that fast that it led to a period of derealization. My mind was simply unable to cope with the speed of this transformation and it temporarily 'boiled over'.
TEMPORARY CONCLUSION
I will only start to fully believe in this interpretation when my hair growth will be back to the level it was some five years ago. But I intend to continue with this adventure into new 'cognitive' realms. Let's just hope that these derealization effects don't last too long and that my mind will be able to deal with this new approach to reality, directing my cells and genes into a new direction that will be more like what is said in the ssoa-ascending paradigm: to integrate regenerative biology in your system. I guess that in order to really do such a thing you first need to cast off a few degenerative thought forms along the way.
Gibbon,
November 2006
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