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INTRODUCTION
What follows is a response to an email that I received from oKa in January 2007. We have known each other for a number of years now and it seems that as time progresses our paths start to differ more and more. There are a few things that really annoyed me in her email and since I don't think that ascending implies being nice and friendly to everybody, I replied in a way that is perhaps a bit strong, but that's what her email triggered in me. For me, speaking my truth is more important than being nice and friendly, especially when certain topics are repeated again and again in a way that seems harmful to me. Perhaps I could have rephrased a few sentences, but I decided to hold on to the original email. It undoubtedly says a lot about me and my way to respond to what I consider arrogance. It also is a sign of how I deviated from the extreme use of the term 'karma'.
Well, the parts in italics are from oKa's email, the rest are mine.
THE LETTER
Hi oKa
Here's the sequel. I'm not sure if there is an energetic blockage associated with the term 'karma' or with your use of the term. Let's first start off with that I don't like your use of karma and the way you seem to have integrated it into your world. In a way we have been through this before, but perhaps a new year will bring new insights?!
You are unaware because you have not cleared any karma yourself.
It is experiential - you have to do it, to understand it.
So, here you go. You state that I haven't cleared any karma myself. You call yourself a karma-master. Can you imagine that I have my own sovereign way of knowing that I have gone through quite a few changes that make me feel good and they increase my awareness of what reality I would like to step into. I have removed certain beliefs, memes or thought-forms that I have found to be disabling and my breath is getting deeper and better.
Apparently you seem to have this concept as a karma master that I am not clearing any karma this way. Well, you are free to believe whatever you choose, but I don't want to accept your view on karma-clearing. Somehow you believe that you have gained superior knowledge in the way of karma-clearing and you repeatedly feel the need to teach me what true clearing means. Perhaps I am a mirror for you in the sense that you might identify your personality a bit too much with this 'karma-master'-persona. You are not simply oKa, but you are the ultimate karma master.
In the same way that you prefer to speak your truth in clear words, I prefer to speak mine. I think that there is an element of 'master vs slave' in your approach. Because you identify that strongly with this karma-master meme you get a sense of worth out of this role. As I have said before (months ago), how would you feel about yourself if you would release this karma-master identity? Aren't you in a way addicted to karmas, aren't you perhaps more like a karma-slave instead of a karma-master? (I'm exaggerating to get my point across)
When we clear a karma, we are integrating the astral beings.And that is one of the reasons soul and Terra desires us to clear karma - to clear the astral planes. And this can ONLY be done by clearing karma.
I like this idea and I guess by providing alternative ways of looking at reality we present other options to those 'stuck' in the astral planes. Again I don't accept the reality of your interpretation of karma-clearing. I prefer to use the term 'thought-form transmutation' which is the result of the interaction between the various subtle bodies and your own biological memories.
Once a person dies, and goes to the astral - they have gone there from the ego mind, the unrealised soul self goes to the astral. The self-realised (right brain) goes back to the solar sun on death (not much of that has actually happened in a long time). (Mila and Oa, just dont send entities and such to the aurora, they actively clear the karma as well, which automatically does this).
I no longer trust the karma-releasing methods of Mila and Oa. I tend to think they have developed a kind of Anu-phobia that doesn't put them in a position to actively clear anything. I think they might be held responsible for 'sealing off' a lot of karma, instead of releasing it. How does this concept of sealing-off karma fits in your karma-reality? (perhaps see Fear of Losing a Job)
Do you think that grinding and freezing entities is part of karma-release? (see Astral Moaner)
When we clear karma, there are many things that happen besides integrating astral ancestors.
We are RETREIVING lost knowledge from our blueprints.
The more we clear, the more we retrieve - until one no longer requires to read anything - or even research anything .. as we have:
Gibbon this is something you have not considered, whenever you have baulked about 'karma clearing' - ITS VITAL PRINCIPLE AND PURPOSE IN OUR OWN TRUTH GATHERING.
Dear oKa, I really don't feel like delving too deep into your reality perspective. I feel better ever since I trashed the pendulum. In my perspective the act of removing blockages, gaining understanding, increases my vibration, increases the scope of my thoughts. This increase allows me to gain a better understanding of my own reality and it provides me with other clues about other blockages or limiting thought-forms.
At this point I am not as much interested in Earth's records, there are enough records in my own system that I prefer to look into first. I have stopped using the ascendpress-temples and I don't think they are necessary for the process of clearing distorted thought-form.
About the astral ancestors and the integration of them. I don't want to speculate too much on them either. Perhaps their integration is a reality for you, it isn't for me at this stage, and I don't feel any need to change that now. There is enough going on already.
You have constantly negated this - but, unfortuneately it is true.
This is HOW we attain our mastery - by clearing karma, as the clearing principle is all about truth/record retreival.
By transmuting fragmented thought-form we learn to tune our thoughts better, allow us to access other records. I tend to think that they have always been around, but because of the huge amount of distortion in our reality-perspective we have been unable to see them. By slowly stepping out of the haze we might notice them again. This is what I think is the mechanism. I'm not sure though.
The more you authentically clear a karma, the more spiritual knowledge/sacred truths you know.The more you know, the more you ascend. And then you are guided to write from this level of being.
I write for my level of being and it feels wonderful.
We move from all theorizing, extrapolating from the mental mind
I think that this is an interesting meme that explains much of your position towards me and the way I work on my ascension process. Please read Modes of Thinking if you are interested in the possibility that there is a difference between 'a mental-mind-only' and ' a mental body translating the information from other aspects of your being'. Perhaps this is a mirror for you as well: perhaps you are relying too much on your pendulum and your belief in being the karma-master without using the critical abilities of your mind.
Because you have not explored karma, you have also missed the point in focussing upon our 'weaknesses' (this means exploring them, as karmas, mirrors to see our karmas).
Here's another statement that you have about my process. You state that I haven't focused on my weaknesses. I think I did and still continue to explore them from the perspective of transmuting the distortion behind them.
In this exploration, we see them as karmic - and address such AND THEY ARE REMOVED, never to return.
I'm starting to get a headache. You are free to interpret that in any way you feel like, but for me it is a sign that I'd better not tune into your reality perspective too much for it is a bit too dissonant with my perspective. I have retrieved my chakra-systems, my subtle bodies and I feel better now. I think there are quite a few harmful patterns in your approach to my process. If you continue to reiterate your views you cannot expect me to return your emails any longer.
To me it is a clear example of a difference in perspective that apparently cannot be easily bridged.
'march 06 - 'if you focus on the good things you are bound to get better' ... not if you havnt understood the lessons in the bad times.. depressed times. These are mirrors to see our karmas, dear Gibbon.
Where did you get this from? Is this another statement you have made up about my process?
However, you will ignore this, as you just do not see the whole of Mila's works is her KARMIC journey.
You really speak in an arrogant tone of voice with your truths "You will ignore this". This really is a harmful pattern of communication. Do YOU see the whole of Mila's work? I guess you think you do.
The whole of the Language of Light - is the key to this journey.
Please read Dancing with Symbols
Mila and Oa are ascending purely because they are clearing their karma. The more she clears, the more she knows.
If you would use your mental body a bit more you would link their own comparison with the million-manipulations-method of Buddha with their own ascent. I don't think this has ended in one year. I wouldn't be surprised if their approach has caused a lot of damage.
I am channeling an awesome being at the moment that affirms 'clearing karma is the quintessential Earth ascension journey'.
Yes, a karma master like you wouldn't channel a tiny being. You seem to need to channel 'awesome beings' in order to find verification for your beliefs.
Not many want to hear this.And will find reasons, just like you did - but let me tell you my love , when you do and start to write from another (karmic free) paradigm, you will be speaking and writing PURE ASCENSION TRUTH, and nothing else.
I think it is impossible to write from a karmic free paradigm, there will always be various degrees of distortion. In your paradigm you seem to think you are able to write pure ascension truth.
All I can say is that your pure ascension truth isn't mine.
I'm going to consider putting this communication on-line.
Gibbon
SOME ADDITIONAL COMMENTS
In this letter I write about 'anu-phobia' which I think is putting things a bit too strong. I said that due to this 'anu-phobia' Mila and Oa are more into 'sealing off' karma than into clearing karma. This referred to pure-Anu karma and not to karma related to other lineages.
I also talk about grinding and freezing as part of a way to deal with entities. I have my doubts about this approach but I guess that there isn't necessarily a connection with karma and karma release.